Unknowingly, one third of the postgraduates have passed. It’s okay to think about it and think that it’s time to take a few steps and reflect on it for a while, to give you a reference, or a negative textbook. I hope that those who read it later will also feel good about it.
Generally speaking, Yanyi has been a bit muddled. There is no project to do, and no direction. Except for class, most of them are playing games at home, or studying cooking, or going out with classmates. At the beginning of class, I was very active and listened carefully. If you don't want to listen, you find that you don't understand, and then you don't want to listen. I also plan to enrich my studies. After all, if I don’t go to the laboratory, I should take a few more courses. As a result, some courses plan to go to the laboratory and I didn’t go in the last second, and I didn’t even want to listen to the courses I chose, and finally prepared step by step. examination. The winter in Chengdu is a bit cold, for me, a person who has been in the north for 22 years. After taking a shower in winter, the outside is cold, and the bed linen is also cold. I don’t want to wake up in the morning. I don’t have the courage to resist the cold outside. During the final review, I went to the library to rub the air conditioner with my roommate. Later I slipped back after the exam. (In their words, it just can't be chiseled). Then it was cold winter. I didn’t expect to stay at home until the heating was stopped. At the end of April, I returned to Chengdu if I couldn’t stay at home. All classes were online classes, especially the morning classes. In class, even in the evening class, hang the tablet there and go out to play. I don’t know if it’s my humble opinion. I always feel that a lot of the knowledge in the course is for me, either I have learned it N times, such as BP network, CNN, PCA, I feel that every teacher talks about it, or it is too difficult and profound. I don’t understand it, or it’s different from what I assumed in the future. In the end, I barely scored more than 80 points in each subject, just 90 in mathematics.
I met another student from Shandong in this year's college. He was inexplicably envious when he stayed in the laboratory every day to do projects or read papers and study, because I was too idle and didn’t know what to do. I know what the direction is, I feel like a headless fly. I am envious of seeing others who can do projects, post papers, get the money, and know a lot of seniors and sisters. Can catch up with them.
After the online class was over at the end of June, the teacher set the direction for me. Although it was a little bit different from what I wanted most, it was like a beacon to give me momentum. In July, I joined other students in the laboratory, and it was usually fine. I ran to the laboratory, and by the way, I had an idea to make a small program about image processing (I made an interface, the background has not been done yet, and I sincerely invite the collaborator). In fact, I also know that the second graduate school is going to Qingdao Research Institute, so I can adjust to it in advance.
Thanks for the CSDN platform, and also for the trust of that classmate. Let me not be idle last semester. A netizen invited me to collaborate on a paper through CSDN. Although it has not been published yet, at least I will not let the project/paper column on my recent mid-term assessment form be blank.
In August, because the rent expired, I came to Qingdao Research Institute first. I met a few seniors here, and everyone seemed to be very busy. I also started to adapt to the atmosphere here. I started to read relevant papers and materials seriously, and wrote code experiments by myself if I was able, although I also experienced helpless times during this period. When I'm helpless, I like to do something else, or change a small breakthrough, and wait until the moment of inspiration (I found the simulation data on a certain resource website), there is a kind of incomparable happiness, come After that, I slowly let go of Yanyi’s playfulness and began to learn to "be a student", although I made some mistakes because I didn’t know much about it. For example, I went home without telling my teacher, I didn’t take the initiative to toast and so on. Also began to slowly change, to adapt to everyone's rhythm. Although some of my classmates in Chengdu seem to be reluctant to come here, probably because they are far away from home and are not used to eating and can understand it, but I still like it. There is an atmosphere, environment and other things to study at ease. You don’t have to think about anything, you can fully invest in it...
I had a chat with a classmate about this tonight, maybe I was a little bit emotional. I told him that sometimes it's good to really do what I like to do, even if the salary is not high, but at least I enjoy it. I prefer to be the person in charge of the video post, or the person in charge of a certain event. Anyone who knows me knows that I am more active than the person in charge of the event. In the past, Luo Yan in "Twenty Do Not Confused" went to a company that was responsible for organizing events for people. She also fantasized about making some money to open a film and television studio, but the latter must be on paper. Sometimes she fantasizes about her liking. Choose between what you do and what you want to do now. Actually, you don’t need to choose when you think about it now. Sometimes you don’t have to delay. For example, doing what you like to do after work or study is good, but it’s not necessary. Take what you like to do as your main business (different from person to person), because since you have chosen the path of graduate school, even if you go through storms and hardships, you have to go down seriously, treat it wholeheartedly, and give yourself the most satisfying The most ideal answer sheet. I often like to motivate or comfort myself with the phrase "Whoever can't do my ambition but can't reach it, he can have no regrets, who can be ridiculed? The rest is also" to motivate or comfort myself, of course, most of it happens when the exam fails. . I also often say that sometimes you have to "obey your own heart", that is, from the heart. When the two words are combined, it becomes "counseling." Okay, let's write here first, and I will update a few more later (because the Apple conference is about to start). Dianbo pays attention to not getting lost, welcome everyone who has money to hold a money market, and those who have no money to recharge money to hold a money market. (Currently joking, pay tribute to the anchor who used to watch most-Xiao Zhan)
September 16, 2020 1:00 AM
Jimo