Today is the last day of 2020. I want to write something, but I feel that there is nothing to write about. I am entangled... The
operation was fierce at the beginning of the year, and I set small goals. Now I think about it. .
It has been ten years since I graduated and started to enter the society since I graduated in 11 years. I have to feel that the years have passed and I have successfully developed from an ignorant young man to an uncle. From graduation to now, I have been doing (mixing) exhibitions (eating) in the IT field, but my technical level is not proportional to my own age. I feel that I have only gained my age in the past ten years, and my technical level has not synchronized. Thinking about it now, I am ashamed and very ashamed. regret.
In the first two years after graduation, I:
I graduated with two colleges, not 985 or 211, and I was ranked No.1 in Guangdong Province. No one in other provinces knew about it. There are many famous guys in the school. I just graduated and joined an outsourcing company. At the time of outsourcing, it didn't make any difference to me. I thought it was enough to have a job. This is also due to my four-year university life. In the two years of outsourcing, the problems of the university have basically continued. When I went to work with soy sauce, I did nothing but sloppy work. Without summarizing or thinking, I would go home and play games after get off work. The depraved days continue. Looking back on those two years, there was a blank, no accumulation of knowledge, no precipitation of technology.
In my third year after graduation: I
just changed my job at that time, but it was still outsourced and I was assigned to the Software Development Center of Industrial and Commercial Bank of China. To be honest, I was quite satisfied at that time. Compared to the previous two years, I have taken a lot of initiative, and I am conscientious at work, but I still play after get off work. I will not actively pay attention to industry trends and learn new technologies. In this way, I only did this seemingly satisfactory job for less than a year.
The time has come to the fourth year:
perhaps because I was lucky enough to successfully pass the interview with a ranked Internet e-commerce company, which focuses on selling brands, maybe everyone can guess which company it is. I also cherish this hard-won opportunity. I work hard and often work overtime. I remember that in the six months I just went in, I didn’t leave work until 9 o’clock every day because it was a new project. Plus I lived far away, it was 11 o’clock when I got home. Left and right, just persisted so hard. However, the problem has not been corrected. It is nothing more than completing the assigned tasks. During the period, it has also been recognized by the leadership. However, due to the limited technology stack used in the project, I would not study it in private, so the technology still hasn't improved much. In this way, 3 years of youth were spent.
The time has come to the last 3 years:
I only found out how good I was after I came out of my last company, because I failed in interviews repeatedly, and I was stunned. I feel that I am not a person who has graduated for 7 years at all. I can't keep up with the technical level, and my knowledge is too narrow. I can't blame anyone. In fact, if I stayed with that company, I might be pulled farther, and I would be too late to come out at that time, and now I think it was right to choose to leave at that time. Because in the past three years, I have experienced a lot. Through my own efforts, I have made great progress in technology and experience compared to my previous self. However, there is still a long way to go. May not be abandoned by society.
Well, the past can't bear to look back, now that it has faded from the original immature, and has entered a new stage of life. Only by redoubled efforts, set a longer-term goal for oneself, and strive to complete one by one can stand in this highly competitive society. Stay on the heel.
2020 is about to pass. Looking forward to 2021, come on.