I actually wanted to write this blog for a long time. I also wrote an article last year. I feel that I have a good effect on me. I plan to review it every year afterwards. It is also a record of my work and life (mainly recording work, because of Technology related). I originally wanted to write about December 25, but I thought it was too early and I thought I would write on the last day. However, it is all sorts of things (or that I have to write if I don't want to be cruel), so I drag it to today.
Let's talk about work first
I changed my career from a programmer in the traditional industry to making games in April 19th, and worked at the last company from April 19th to November 20th. In fact, based on experience, I was right at the end of 19th. At that time, the entire server framework was relatively familiar, and I felt that 90% of the requirements could be handled with ease, and the remaining 10% were some relatively large-scale business framework designs, such as designing a competition. If you let me do it, I think I can do it, but it may take longer. In the previous company, I also had a lot of business logic. Regarding server technology, including technologies such as deployment, the manager had already done it before, and there were not many opportunities to contact this. In this context, I feel that I should need greater development, progress and challenges.
For games, in Guangzhou, the best place to go is to NetEase. In fact, starting from changing careers to play games, the ultimate goal is to enter NetEase. When I came back at the beginning of the 20th, I was thinking about going to another company this year, to gain experience in rpg games, server experience, and then to NetEase. Because I used to be a casual game of chess and cards, and I wrote about more business, I don’t want to do chess and cards afterwards. I was tired from my job. I still have to find the job I want to do when I’m tired. Have a sense of life.
After that, I started interviewing several other companies in March and April, but the results of the interviews were not satisfactory. I felt that the company wanted you to come and just started to work hard and output, and because I only have experience in casual games, the salary is basically It hasn’t risen much. It’s a great loss to look at it this way, because when you enter a new company, you have to be familiar with their technology and business. In the short term, it is difficult to have the opportunity to look at other technologies for yourself. The relatively high wages are given by board games\casual games. So I didn't go there. In addition, some other goals were added after the interview, such as reading some books and re-digging the bottom layer of the framework at that time. I planned to try again around September, but I was assigned to engage in AI in July. This was what I felt at the time, it was impossible to achieve a short-term goal, and it was very energy intensive, and there was no time to prepare. I haven't had a chance to try it in 20 years, and I can't try it until March 21.
It's September when I finished AI. This time is very embarrassing. I can't make it up and I haven't prepared anything yet (I planned to consolidate the foundation and strengthen it again in July and August, but I went to do AI). As the ancients said, do not fight unprepared battles. But thinking about it, I can’t waste this year’s opportunity to gather interview experience and see what skills other people need. After September, I started to try to invest in other companies, and also in NetEase. It is also because I have been reading books, plus the new goals added after March and April. Finally, in November, I successfully entered NetEase. Although the rating is low, at least I entered. It is the happiest thing in 20 years to have access to higher technology and more powerful colleagues.
Therefore, personal goal setting is really useful. It will be like a lighthouse, guiding oneself in the darkness and confusion, giving oneself direction and motivation. It is precisely because of these goals that I can go to the company of my dreams.
Although after joining NetEase, I was under a lot of pressure, had a lot of things to learn, often suffered from insomnia, and dreamed of working (I have been in for a month and a half now, so I don’t make progress). But it is really painful and happy. For this feeling of great pressure, I feel happy. After persisting, I will make progress. After progress, I will be one step closer to a better life. The most fearful thing is that he will lose his fighting spirit in the end. Although I also want to be a salted fish. However, today is different from the past. The pressure of buying a house and a car is so high. In a few years, I should get married and have children. I have no money and no background. Every time I think about it, it is really like a movie by the star, in "Nine Pins Sesame Official" Just like the dead being scolded and alive, the salted fish will become alive.
Let's talk about life
I have been born with many diseases in the past 20 years, have been to many hospitals, have taken an ambulance, have checked for tumors, and have gone to the hospital as many times as I did in the previous 20 years (now basically all Okay, but still pay attention). . . I used to listen to other people's wishes and hope to be healthy, and thought that this kind of thing would be far away from me, but I didn't expect it to be so close. The 20-year plan to take the subject to travel has also gone, and the persistence of the hobby is still going on, although not many times.
The plan's persistence campaign failed to achieve, and one of the biggest failures is stocks. There is really nothing to say about this. Hey, once you enter the stock market, it's like a sea. Anyway, if you have no stocks, it is better not to stocks. Even children know not to fight professional boxers in the ring. I really can't figure out why I dare to fight with professional financial professionals in the ring. Stupid. The stock really consumes a lot of energy. If I can focus this energy on my work, it is estimated that my technology will have followed further.
2020 has passed. Although the goals set at the beginning of the 20th century have not been fully achieved, now that I think about it, the goals have been achieved, and have not been achieved. In retrospect, I think that the year passed is still pretty good.
In 2021 , I would like to quote the words of Brother Guan Xi: " Even if I failed yesterday , today is a new day , I will try to do everything well." I hope that in the new year, I can go further in my work and life and achieve more goals.
Finally, I feel what is the meaning of life, is it really happy to buy a house and a car? The evil capitalists are really disgusting. Today’s capitalism doesn’t need to force me to work overtime. You just need to tell me that you will be happy after buying a house and a car, and you will be happy when you buy a Rolex, and I will go back to work overtime by myself.