It’s as simple as
I think. It’s the philosophy
my mother told me. My head is all you and my heart is you.
Little love is so sweet in the big city
. All you think is you.
Little love is only for you in the big city.
On the way home from get off work, I suddenly remembered the music "Big City Little Love" in the car, and remembered that my roommate liked to sing this song while playing the guitar when I was in college. At that time, I just thought the lyrics were exaggerated and artificial, and I didn't seem to like Leehom Wang's voice very much. Looking back now, I used to have a person in his head and a person in his heart. That was a happy moment. Being able to love someone seriously, and sincerely treating someone is the basic ability to be happy. Love makes people happy. Whether you love or be loved is happiness.
I remember that there was a line in a movie about the love of men and women: "No sex is not terrible, the terrible thing is no love." In fact, what is more terrifying is that you have no interest in the opposite sex. And this lack of interest is because I have experienced gains, experienced losses, and gradually become helpless and accustomed to being alone.
The first time I got used to being alone was the winter vacation of my senior year. During the winter vacation at school, I made an appointment with my classmates in the dormitory next door to celebrate the New Year. But on the twenty-eighth year of the new year, he went to his classmate’s house. The whole dormitory was me. I could chat with classmates and text my girlfriend when I was lonely. . From the twenty-eighth new year to the fourth day of the first lunar month, six days. My classmates are gone, and my girlfriend doesn't reply to text messages very much. Because the dormitory network is also disconnected before the holiday to save money, I can vomit blood by playing Red Alert 2, and I can pick 5 difficult enemies. The C traps and defects that I borrowed from the library in order to find a job, a book with more than 100 pages, have been carefully turned over three times. Now the style of writing code is basically the style in that book. The most frequent thing I said was the school please eat New Year’s Eve dinner. One person was lazy and went late. The other tables were full of ten people. I and three other female classmates who came late could only open a new table. The other tables were barely full. We had more than half of the dishes left on our table. After the banquet, I wanted to pack it back to eat, but in the end it was not embarrassing. At the banquet, a sister from the School of Journalism was doing an internship at the provincial TV station. I heard that she talked to Piao Piao Coco, the two most popular music radio hosts for college students, and an office. The provincial TV stations and local TV stations in the province basically have a lot of our alumni. I think my university is still very good. Although I was told that I was looking for a job in the C language direction, the C language is only for graduate students of the University of Technology. On the first, second, and third grades of middle school, I ate the dumplings provided by the school for free. Although I had no worries about board and lodging, I was young after all. I couldn’t bear the loneliness and loneliness. I had a quarrel with my girlfriend on the phone. Now I think about it. should. Finally, my girlfriend came to the school to accompany me on the sixth grade, thank you.
The second habit of a person should be in December of the year of college graduation. The outdoor temperature is minus 20 degrees. I live alone and have no internet. I can only work overtime at the company and make dumplings at home on weekends. I want to quit my job and go to the city where my girlfriend is studying for graduate school, but I don't have any money in my hands and dare not resign. Gradually rising housing prices, the negative energy of the TV series "Snail House". As she drifted away, she finally broke up. I was always afraid of pain, burned three fireworks on my arm with 40 cigarettes, and felt no pain at all. The company's annual meeting was so drunk and shocked for nearly a minute. It was the only time in his life that he was awakened from being pinched. In the end, she resigned after losing 30 pounds in two months and went to the city where she studied for graduate school. As a result, she didn't meet her last time. She waited for her on the way between their dormitory and school for seven consecutive days. She never met. After arriving at the dormitory, her roommate said that she hadn't returned for two nights in order to hide from me. So he didn't dare to wait any longer, joined a new company, traveled on business, and every time he came back from a business trip, he would sit at the back of their school. Finally, after three years, he left the city. I went to another city to study for the postgraduate entrance examination. Unfortunately, my willpower was not strong enough. After half a year of preparation, I didn't register. Fortunately, I met my second girlfriend.