The desireless self is a terrible self. I no longer pursue improvement in technology. People with three years of work level can already meet my current work skills, and my English level is not as good as them. The sense of crisis day and night, but I do not eliminate it.
Thirty and five, I never thought I was not married at this age. I still remember my dream when I just graduated from university, one was to earn more than 10,000 a month, and the other was to live and fly with her and have a harmonious family with two children. A monthly income of over 10,000 has already been achieved, and it has been achieved four times since last year. If this income is realized in China, I think there will be a lot of happiness. The second dream is getting farther and farther. It has been ten years since we broke up with her, and her child is seven years old. She went to Canada for academic exchanges last year. She is expected to be an associate professor soon. She has a happy family and a successful career. . I don’t know if she would think of me, that I encouraged her to take the postgraduate entrance examination, that I occupied a seat for her, and that there was no living allowance when I went to graduate school. I gave her 1,000 for the 1,300 living allowance in my hands.
Piecemeal memories make life messy, so be positive and optimistic. To manage energy, whether it is work or physical health, you need enough energy. Whether you are a king or eating chicken, not only can you not restore your energy, but it is easy to indulge and consume a lot of energy. Staying away from online games can make your life more peaceful and beautiful. Tik Tok records the good life, but after seeing too many other people’s good lives, all I have left is emptiness. The things that can refresh yourself are meditation, yoga, and running.
Standing at thirty, forty without confusion, fifty for knowing the destiny, sixty for ears, seventy for whatever one wants, not overstepping the rules.