Reflection
Let me introduce myself, a typical Pisces male in 1993, a bachelor degree in mathematics and applied mathematics (a subject that is said to be more expensive than a programmer) in 16 years, and entered a large state-owned enterprise in early 2017. My solution manager, I have worked as an account manager for licking dog, and there are three or four positions that I won’t list one by one. In short, I concluded that they are all tricks and no hard work. Of course, there is another data that I may be quite good. Maybe many people want to resign every day, and I have a style of "if you have an idea, you must act". In the past four years, I have asked leaders to resign four times, all of which were led. Draw the cake again and again, very full, but also support! But it has not been achieved. There are many reasons. Of course, I am too hesitant, not confident, and worried about what I can do without a technology!
The turning point was during this year’s epidemic. Although state-owned enterprises have highlighted the advantages of "driving and flooding to ensure income" in this environment, I still feel that I should go out and make a foray with my surviving fighting spirit. After all, there is a bigger future on my shoulders. responsibility.
starting point
After learning from friends around me and adding my own views on the overall environment, I chose the direction of programming. The next step is to choose a training institution. I also saw three in Chengdu. The overall comparison has its own advantages. Which one is absolutely good, and at the same time learning this thing not only depends on the teacher, but also has one's own efforts. In the end, upholding the requirement of choosing a good student and not choosing a student, I went to the source code era where my friend had been. The initial source code is actually not smooth, because it is still working, and the class date has not been confirmed for a long time. It may be a lot of trouble. When the real entrance on August 27th, the moment when you are a teacher, the mood is calm and full of hope , I immediately felt like I was in class.
"If you come, you will be at peace." This is the most common sentence of the teachers on the day of the source code entrance. Because of the zero foundation, plus for a person like me who hardly touches games, I am still more worried about learning computers. But in the process of communicating with friends, teacher introduction, and self-introduction of the day, everyone was actually of the same level. This gave me a little confidence. In addition, the affirmation of my mathematics background from people around me also gave me motivation. In this way, I started "hello world!"
change
I have been studying source code for nearly a month, so far I have only experienced teacher Yiwei-------strong brother! The teaching level is not discussed here (because everyone has different acceptance levels and judgment standards), what I want to say here is another one he showed me--------three views! How should I put it, if someone tells me what he said in my job, I will feel that this person must be talking big, because there are so many other factors in the job, and in education, it can be simply regarded as You taught me to learn this simple model, but it may also be a more complicated---responsibility and self-realization. In this troubled society full of interests, being able to stick to one's heart, treat one's work, or see it as a process of self-realization, of course love is indispensable. In fact, at first I didn't understand why the technology was good, and I didn't choose to find a job in a company when I was young. I would definitely earn more than teachers. But after exchanges, I am too superficial, and there are many things that cannot be summed up with a lot of money. Just like yourself, a state-owned enterprise is a besieged city, and people who know it don’t need to say much, and those who don’t know it will not empathize.
In class every day, in addition to imparting our knowledge, we also exude our three views as ordinary people. It can be said that in this society, you want to learn 10,000 ways to find what you want to learn, but why go offline It is because self-discipline is not strong, but also because offline can often learn the unique teacher charm of that teacher. This thing is very virtual, but it can have a great influence, just like the one under the tree in summer Butterflies, I tell you that inciting wings will have a butterfly effect. You may not believe it, but I tell you that there are no butterflies in this area. You are lucky today, and your mood may change this day. The days of brother Qiang and us are coming to an end, but I believe that friendship will definitely not end, because positive energy people always bring their own light, and at the same time they can always attract the attention of people around them. May Qiang brother have a smooth future and tomorrow can be expected ! (Get married soon!)
faith
This is the topic I talked about when I was sharing in the class. I actually want to expand today. First of all, it is clear that belief is no distinction between good and bad. Here is the beginning of the killing. Faith is also, he can give us the motivation to persevere, and it can also be an accelerator on our lost road. The most important thing is your goal!
Talk about some of my beliefs, parents and family, why do I believe in parents, because for most post-90s, now we buy a house, and we need to rely on our parents to take care of our children in the future. They not only need to nurture us, but also need to take care of us. By middle age, because of the fast pace now, let alone filial piety, it is a luxury to be able to go home and see your parents, so parents choose to compromise, they are the most powerful belief of every adult. Parents still have a place in life, and there is only a way back for parents to go to life! Every time I read this sentence, it hurts me. I used to think about how to let my parents enjoy the happiness, but now it has become a difficult task to make them worry less! And the family is also developed by the parents. They say that the home is the smallest unit of the country. Yes, you can truly feel at ease with a family; with a family, you have the courage to continue to work hard; with a family, you can Experience the hardships of former parents!
Finally, I hope everyone can find your own beliefs. Beliefs are different from ideals. Belief is the lower limit and ideal is the upper limit. You must not forget your beliefs in the process of realizing your ideals. Otherwise, it seems that you have copied a shortcut, and you may also taste bad results.
May all we experience is worthwhile, what we expect can be realized, and find ourselves on the road!
K 随笔
2020年9月21日