Foreword
Today is the last day of the Lunar New Year 2019, all the work the dust settles, finally calmly write some text.
practice
From the beginning of 19 years in Beijing, ran a good number of companies looking for internships, he is accidentally found a very good company. Although little known, but the leader people are very nice, the capacity is also strong, I almost did not participate in the project, spent all his time on research. Internships for up to four months, the rent alone, to and from school, summer time, my weight has reached a historical lightest, really hard. Middle and leader exchange, each time not panic, leader is a female teacher, has been very serious, I always worried about being asked to live. Of course, is to ask lived, it would have to re-investigation report, after very clear. Since it is an academic, you can not always floating on the surface, this is my practice to most things in high school.
research
Mentioned above, my internship at the company, has been doing is research. Specific directions are task-driven multiple rounds of dialogue (if a friend is a similar research, welcome to discuss ah ~). Towards the end of the internship, I intend to carry out the experiment. Of course, this study also points discussed and leader, she felt feasible. So, at the end of the first half, I returned to school embarked. I try to practice in August and September of this study point to spend a month's time, to achieve some of the modules, and then encounter a problem. The reason is that I started building model entirely from 0, no basline available due to task-based dialogue among some of the engineering module, causing the results I can not exactly reproduced want. I had to give up this research points into the direction of generating dialogue. This selection is taken into account, baseline in this direction from many sources, facilitate experiments. Code is actually written well, but new problems have emerged. Data set in this direction is also high brush, beyond very difficult. Therefore, the choice of models, please pay attention to two points, the set of data have increased space, not too high, moreover is to have an open source basline, remember to remember. Model came out, not particularly desirable, it is recommended that the teacher try. So began a period of painful rush deadline. Because my experiments have been repeated attempts, when we are already a third of the paper, I began to write, lead to progress is seriously lagging behind. Finally, reluctantly he finished his paper, writing is not good, but no matter Zeyang paid, be given a year's research and answer it.
life
After six months, I slowly understand the principle, if you do not get what you want, but do not know where efforts would do first upgrade their things right, either from the outside or internal, which is certainly not It will be wrong. Therefore, in the second half of 19 years, I insisted on a weekly dance lessons, jogging three times five kilometers, a badminton training. If now I have before and what is the difference, I think that's more cheerful and confident, thanks recognized in these activities and friends, they are very patient and very enthusiastic to teach me, life has become enriched. Although the weight did not change significantly, but I felt from the heart filling and satisfying. I try and reconciliation own past, but also have the confidence to meet the challenges of the future.
End
Over the past 19 years such a hurry, there is regret, there is joy, there is laughter, there are tears, but I prefer to use "growth" to describe. Hope in 2020, to encounter a different experience, but no matter what you want to do is calmly, to the heart.
I wish you all a Happy New Year 2020 ~
(Pneumonia recently menacing, must pay attention to it, good protection ah)
