2019, a few days will have passed, this year I do not know how I came to be? I do not know how I survive? Stay at home, while mentally abused in their own side of the writing. Repent Yeah, fuck me why I did not go sooner, and to adhere to the present, the result? In addition to exchange a turnover and a proof may never be able to honor the IOUs, but what do I get? Yeah seven months, more than half a year's time I spent in here inside, not a penny of income that savings also gave me almost a whole. A month removed from the bank card inside money, but also the account of a pen, the heart in the blood, more dramatic is that those that leave those of us serving got the money, because they can persist for so long, not at home there is a fool mine, ha ha, now I just want to say that we are damn fool, big fool ah.
In fact, on reflection, I do feel a bit of themselves to blame, I have been afraid to want to keep the job, not to say how good the job, but the cost of changing jobs is enormous, not easily replace it, so after experiencing so many times and struggled boss yourselves without number, I am still in a time of self-comforting, perhaps next week things will turn for the better, the boss may not tell you the number of successful financing may be able to get money, so Since it is thought to be so long as it does not just want to get the money? Then time is tangled in numerous and hope slowly waste, resulting in the current situation.
Until now, the heart still can not imagine how I would be so long, early to see the company has been trying to find financing, but due to the current environment plus the reasons for the company's own products, not smooth; certainly solve once living expenses, Although not much, but I believe the company is always to find ways, I think the job of the boss has been looking for ways to pull investment, find a friend to find a way to get money. But as I look back his number more and more to outside my answer is the same pattern of rhetoric, I found I could be wrong.
If you do not leave this man and his sudden, so much movement in the police station, we estimate that it will wait until the New Year, because our time is given before the Spring Festival, beating, this time a really busy so I really understand that he is the man how shameless, a type of crying Liu Bei opera performances in others, he seems even worse than us, but also blame us do not understand him, fuck insisted for six months, in addition to telling your brother to hold on In addition, nothing in real terms represents, but also how to understand you? Quick to show his bank card balance shot 200, ha ha. I would like to ask him whether the number of times you this money, in the end is how you survive? Balance your screenshots, this wave of operations had a good slide Yeah,
Of course, the reason the boss put aside personal integrity, in fact, this is something I reflection, I have a lot of reason itself, prompted the consequences of this now, we can say, the main reason of my own is accounted for. Without my audience, no matter how he played, and I care too?
First of all, the boss really confused, can only say that the person too will be disguised, and give you see is he has been trying to find the money for the company, for the sake of employees. The fact is, he was again in a holiday message to you, never reveal the real situation, while financing is about to succeed, is to talk about the details, while they tell you friends to invest. Where is giving you the feeling that everything goes according to the normal track in the walk, you take the opportunity to draw a pie, look forward to how the company got the money how to develop, but every other period of time will tell you that investors do not vote, and another is changing .
Of course, many times to give you hope, although the ultimate end again disappointed, but the effect is to make you deeper and deeper, you think there is not upholding the hope to get the money, and since insisted for so long, now Until then abandon the vain, although thinking about sunk costs, stop in time, but eventually stuck with it.
Furthermore, although the half-way there looking for work too, but are not satisfied, coupled with the large environmental causes this year, and now to go out and find a suitable job is not easy, plus age and job matching and other reasons, and the whole burden of the family fell on me one person who did not dare to go bare resigned so free and easy, not to mention there are so many did not get the money, even the courage to do it, at least to my current capacity is unable to overcome the social reality . Because of this idea, so I never dared to take to find work and dedication, always dreaming of this job will first stay, then think of ways to follow-up.
Now think about it, this idea is really naive, although the need to weigh everything, but knowing that this road until you get black, the cost will be more and large but still continue to go on, this is the saying goes people are poor Chi short Well! If I stopped in time, although the road ahead is not good to go, but as long as willing to do, hard point at least not starve to death, right? Life is long, not because this amount of money, put it down themselves, this is only a small episode on the road ahead fills through it, I would like to see considered, lose something you are worried about, if you need to maintain a greater cost, then try to abandon it now. This may be because it does not belong to you.
I lost money, you lose that credit may earn more money, you will not even have the basic life lost, based on how you do in the community? Behind the glossy surface of your ugly soul.
If you mix in society, then you mix in society, very fair, now if only because the original, if not get something from this incident? Then later encounter such a thing, I would also like to approach the case. Some things you do not want to have so much trouble, learn to break Sheli.
Also, I just want to say: "I messed 2019, fuck you quickly get out of it."