Two I - read "house of love Siqi Paradise" felt

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Others in August of glory, but it is my haze, her haunting, lingering, the mood is heavy, the eyes are dim, his hands are weak, as if heavy smoker away from cigarettes, alcoholic spirits from the generals did not killed in battle in general. Like others congratulated me over and over again in the corpse - the dead I live.

From the beginning of September, be formally participated in the work, also barely be financially independent, no busy studies, only a third slumped, three abjection, a quarter easy, anyway be regarded as a student to draw a full stop.

September and October also gnaw constantly at work to adjust their emotions, see also gradually opened, also put down, and "do not care", considered to stabilize mood, work and life in November be entered formal . This chaos of all sorts of things for months, although some of their own time, but failed to learn what technology, so it does not update me about this barren station, technology is not learned, but also at this time read some assorted books.

There are memories of student days Zhaohuaxishi, maverick Wang Xiaobo, have not read the Diary of a Madman (never the case, it would be for it, this sentence from time to time in the ears), has pulled the violin Holmes, there are non-violent communication within my salvation, and write today's theme - "housing Siqi love paradise."

summary of the story

In order to facilitate everyone (really more of a convenience after me), read here quote an article in the watercress Synopsis:

Author: Chen Yongsheng (from watercress)
Source: https://www.douban.com/note/708177486/

Mrs. Chang after his daughter was married to Zhang Yi Wen introduced to the money one-dimensional. In the pursuit of money one-dimensional, Zhang Yi Wen married him, after the wedding moved into their new home - her mother's downstairs. Congratulations to each speaker in the series, Zhang Yi Wen met twins - room Siqi (excellent appearance) and Liu Yiting. Her mother knew, one-dimensional money violence - is not not love her, but late at night drinking, Zhang Yi Wen can only draw nutrients from the visit with the twins agreed.
Li Guohua with his family moved into the building, the twins learned that love of literature house to house visits when - did not meet. Li Guohua elevator encounter with twins, after some dialogue Siqi Li Guohua decided to start hunting room: two twins invited to visit their homes, revealing their literary quality, express feelings of twins bosom friend. Twins admired Li Guohua.
Zhang Yi Wen Chiang Kai-shek family show "alive", Zhang Yi Wen crying twins immediately collapse. Li Guohua knock on the door, he handed over the proposal to separate the twins essay a week - he free to modify. In this way, he will be rescued in the fall of twins on a straight line, they more trust, respect him.
Li Guohua forced Room Siqi - thirteen - for oral sex, "This is love." Room Siqi strong self-esteem is the result of Li Guohua inspected. Next week she also predictable, this time there is no red pen on the table.
End of the story is Zhang Yi Wen abortion because of domestic violence and divorce money one-dimensional, and plush living; room Siqi mad; Siqi Liu Yiting understand the story through the diary room, with twin memory, survived.

I regret that I read this book

At first I did not know the book, but, on the watercress saw her bizarre high score, they could not have read it.

To be honest, I regret read this "fiction", that it is life and life torn me in an ivory tower, ruthless and indifferent, meaning there is no clear-cut, I seem to be able to see it in the cards with jagged fangs pork, and Xuemo child's mouth.

Although already know, in the light shine on the corner and ravines, hidden deep exudes stench of darkness, I have been afraid to face these dark, can not think, and pretended not to know. Yet it through this book, saw his own dark experiences, show it to me, know that I exist two, one in the sun and one in the darkness, a kind of integrity, a vicious obscene, is a gentleman, is a devil.

This good

People are basically good, I believe, because kneeling sheep map, because sage and teacher Confucius said Wisdom and Faith, I was reading this book, promising Siqi and Yi Ting's innocence and smile, I would imagine, put on Siqi pretty dress, looks not outstanding but would imagine gentle and kind-hearted Yi Ting, imagine the perfect love Iraq and plush texture, it will bless them. When you see Yiguanqinshou, Sven scum of rape Siqi Li Guohua, I will be angry, be teeth, so that the scourge of God will curse the thief left alive, would like to end this scum knife, money in a one-dimensional pattern of beatings in Iraq when I was myself full of fear, fear that he is the man of domestic violence, will reflect and awaken themselves.

My heart no doubt feel a sense of justice is well-intentioned, I would like to treat people the world gentle with goodwill, say hello to the world. Inside there is a glorious eye, there is blood in the heart.

People are basically good, I want faith, I also seem good.

Evil

Human nature is evil, I believe, because the baby will be born infants, because the San Zi said human evil, the good and the pseudo also, read this book, I sometimes feel sick thrill when someone posing as homeless people to pick up the rice balls, I actually would admire their resourcefulness, when money one-dimensional beating Iraq pattern, I actually feel oppressive hearts to the release, when Li Guohua rape Siqi, I actually would have the desire when grain was plush and Iraq, perfect love, when the first thought is not a blessing, but jealousy.

I have dark thoughts, desire rising, there is a flash fight with people, want revenge this world, the idea of revenge on society.

Human nature is evil, I believe, and I seem to be evil.

I have two

This is my good, this is my evil, and sometimes, the evil I will first emerge before me of the good, the next I was neither noble nor elegant, smooth and even skin and even cause may be hidden nausea pustules, I am not afraid, this is me, both good and evil, I am not afraid of this evil of me, I know, he was just in my mind the dark side of it, but my heart does not resolve the emotions of it.

With this book, I really recognized the two I also realized his personality also need to constantly improve, she is not well established, I need to constantly remind ourselves, to control their emotions and desire to carry forward this good side, go with kindness and gentleness to deal with this world, not to the extreme, to Chiang Kai-shek calm.

I sincerely hope not to have a second Siqi, and do not have a second containing the Edward Lam; hope light can dispel the darkness as much as possible; hope in good faith continue to pass from person to person; I hope in the future see, close the doors at night peaceful and prosperous world, you can see the Confucian idea of world harmony in the world, you can see the real communism, when I hope to be bared his few teeth remaining issue vague laughter, Zhayi listen, a little bit like the wind, or only the wind and I know I'm smiling; maybe I still think back to smile with a smile Flirting poem "others laugh at me too insane, I laugh others see through"; maybe .... ..,perhaps......

At last

I was almost Akagi to read the book, but also to almost Akagi wrote this book review, I hope I can later Akagi look at themselves and face life.

Fortunately, I write, I'll write better, but fortunately I write, but fortunately I was able to write, to be able to express their emotions through writing, whether he is humble or noble, whether it is vicious or kind.

Wang, the evening of December 16, 2019, in Xingtai.