Seven, insomnia, may be the most dog thing
Riyuerusuo Google has been unable to describe the feeling of the time, he just felt Lianpao basic course with jumps in time to enter the stage of strengthening, strengthening stumbled on stage entered its final stage, shouting to enter the final stage both together the decisive period. Major training institutions are clamoring for "Days of counter-attack", "life insurance wins minute", "the last ten hours," and so on. His fear, night time always feel physically and mentally fatigued, sleep wake up to feel that they can continue.
Then let him be a more unpleasant thing happened - insomnia. Another worse thing come one after another, Ah Jun grandmother seriously ill in bed. He and A Jun mood is very heavy, several times to discuss the Arab-Israeli Jun finally decided on extended leave home to visit the ancient song can do is record a video greeting for quite a while for her to bring the old man, really I think I felt worried.
She returned home a day care beds, ancient songs are still here insomnia. Not to say that sleep less time learning the more, people who say this must not experience the pain of insomnia. Maybe he had to admit that he is against their poor mental qualities that person. But seeing circle of friends and exchange group at this stage there are still many cases of people like him, and my heart finally some balance. He was thinking to myself: No, we must leave no stone unturned change this state. Then go to the hospital to open regulating sleep medicine and ways to ease of check in online. Finally there are two things made him very benefit if you are unfortunate enough to see the article also have the same problem try: First, try yoga. He keep the evening yoga 20 minutes a day, like a marching as in the yoga mat to flop, sometimes tired Yuyu such as dogs, sometimes amuse myself again after former Yang volts. Second, try to sleep with his legs outside the blanket. Sure this is not magic it? It is almost known to go to school, is said to be an expert study found that people sleep before sleep the body to heat, which is why the reasons for taking a bath before going to bed will sleep more soundly. Foot is the fastest place on the body heat, cool slightly before going to bed a little help to fall asleep faster. Finally have a good dream, full of energy, he can clearly feel the memory seems to be better than a few days ago.
Eight, I Hu Hansan, is back
12月22日，这一天，终于，来了！坚持了一百一十多天的打卡背单词不得不暂停下来，多腾出一点时间来准备明天的考试。这一刻，他的内心是平静的。一切都没有他一开始想象的那么糟糕，所有人都是支持他的，或者说从来没有人在支持或反对上纠结过，所有的决定和犹豫都是源于自身的。这段时间的学习他可能不是同专业研友圈中最努力的，但做到问心无愧，能交出自己满意的答卷，他很开心了。
饱餐战饭，踏开征程。一路上，古歌站在大巴车的最前排（因为没有座）沐浴在温和的冬日暖阳中，看道路畅行无阻，看行树飞驰后移。他如乾坤间恒久的物质，跨越维度的限制，穿梭在时间和空间之中，细细的品味着相对静止和绝对运动的深刻含义。车子放缓速度的时候他知道目的地就要到了，心中暗暗给自己打气：呼……我胡汉三，又回来了！
九、从绝望中寻找希望
五点半后，阿珺下班风尘仆仆赶来陪考。本以为陪考意义不是很大，古歌又不紧张，她又不是同专业，几乎是帮不上他什么的。后来发现，这个女人在他跌落悬崖的瞬间伸下一只手牢牢抓住了他。简直就是救命之恩。
他订的是一家门面看似还算不错的酒店，没曾想里面环境着实一般，更可怕的不是这个，而是他忽略的当晚是平安夜！！！隔音效果并不好的酒店整个就是人间炼狱，考公和考研的孩子们痛苦辗转，一会儿捂住耳朵，一会儿蒙上被子。过节的人同样在痛苦的翻转，痛苦的哀嚎着。
是时候体现你真正的素质了，有唱歌的、有跳舞的、有喝酒的、有摔东西的，还有……最后看表的时间是凌晨3:30！他心中一阵凄凉，那一刻险些没哭出来。甚至怀疑指定这几天考试的领导是不是脑子瓦特了？圣诞节考试，情人节出成绩，你是多么爱国？你是多么仇视洋节？不过他明白这终归是没有理由的瞎吐槽。期间他和阿珺分别出去到楼道里和言劝说了一次，根本没有用。
时间可能已经到了凌晨4:00，他夹杂着萎靡和绝望的声音对阿珺说：明天我去考试，你换家酒店，找好一点的，兴许还有些希望改观必败的局面。阿珺听闻此言再也按捺不住，打开房门冲着楼道怒喊了几句，也不管谁睡着了，谁没睡着。他很担心她和人家发生口角，大半夜的打一架明天就可以不用考试直接回家了。好在这一喊起效了，真的就迎来了短暂的安静。他赶紧转进被子，把握住这根救命的稻草勇敢地睡去。
十、临阵磨枪，不快也光
第二天古歌去考试，他都能想象到阿珺要提着大包小包查地图、找酒店、打车、安置。而他好在没有在考试期间当场晕倒，反而就像打了鸡血一样全程无哈欠。中午回到新酒店也丝毫没有睡意，吃完午饭就奔赴下一场。下一场的时候，终于还是有点累了。
如果没有阿珺他可能已经在那个该死的酒店被活活气死，也没有机会更换酒店，一步走错，满盘皆输。晚上备战专业课，他已经满脑子浆糊了，阿珺再次力挽狂澜充当了人生导师的角色，把很多他觉得重点的知识切片成重点词、重点句和他一起记忆。
事实上古歌真的快不行了，但是当天下午喝了红牛，还有些余力，而且看到人家一个陪考的比你主考的还认真，一咬牙再大气十二分精神吧这些知识穿了一遍。这一通猛补真的太重要了，很多知识在之前他都是看了一遍又一遍但似乎并没有放在心上，这一串茅塞顿开，合上书可以把大框架复述下来，心理也就更踏实了一些。而这件事让他看到自己学习方法的不当，不善于总结，不善于把书上的东西化成自己的。
十一、终于，告一段落，一切安好
接下来的考试总的来说是比较顺利的进行完了。拍着长长的队伍等待回家的快客，心情似乎并没有因为考完试而轻松许多。听着傍边家长们和自家孩子们的讨论，古歌总觉得自己还能做得更好，转念又一想，再想什么意义不大了，考试已经结束了。似乎自己已经尽自己所能去做这件事了，总体来说也算比较满意，那就很好了。
于是心情越来越好。归途总是短暂而愉快，这次也不例外。望着窗外倾向西山的太阳，望着街上不知因何匆忙的芸芸众生，古歌心中欣喜，就要迎来短暂的好日子了，好好珍惜，回去先美美的洗个热水澡吧……
十二、戏里戏外
不幸的是，那一年，终究没有考上……
不幸的是，又一年，阿珺也离开了……
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