First really ashamed, even for so long been looking for an excuse not to brush the question, I know there are many shortcomings, but just think to avoid this problem and just really sorry for myself so hard before, had pushed hard and only in order to have a better future for themselves, quietly, not buried do not complain, get down to a step by step, the result was my college and now a lot of undisciplined squandered.
But no matter what the status quo is not terrible, or whenever I want, I have the courage to start over.
As Churchill said: Success is not final, failure is never fatal, only courage forever!