I studied hard for a month before, and now I know a little more than before, but I am still too lazy, don't make excuses, make a plan in my mind, and learn more efficiently. Maybe your life path will change as a result. Many technologies have to be studied and practiced on their own, and they may learn more in society. Currently learning spring-boot, you can also look back at springmvc and comprehensive background development.
If I can complete a good project or two, I'd be right to drop out of work. But I'm sorry, you don't have the ability to drop out right now. You tell me, what kind of job can you get with your ability?