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After a long time of thinking, the first step to plan for my life is to take the postgraduate entrance examination . I chatted with many seniors. The advice they gave me in life is always to broaden my horizons and have a higher degree of education. You may look farther, and then you will have more choices.
In the past, I always thought that choosing a computer major that I loved was undoubtedly to exchange my youth for wealth. For such a good job position, I had to take advantage of my own youth to apply for a BIT company, and then earn a high salary and achieve 25 years of age. Former wealth freedom. I have heard someone say: "Although the future is promising, you still have to learn to live in the present." I am more interested in the front-end, and I have studied it myself. The sudden epidemic situation left me idle at home for a semester. Fortunately I am. I was invited to join the senior's studio, and I can do outsourcing with my outstanding seniors and earn some pocket money.
The first job the studio gave me was a small program about the campus environment. After only two days of studying the small program on bilibili, I was appointed as the only front end of the project. To be honest, my heart was filled for a while. Joy and fear. Joy is because I can do what I like, while fear is because I have never touched the project. I don’t even understand the basic process. Even GET requests and POST requests are what I have to ask on Baidu. , I am afraid that the progress of the entire project will be delayed due to personal reasons. But I am still willing to accept this challenge and continue to study for it, because I like it so I am full of passion.
The first project was finally completed a month later. My deepest insight is that there are some things that you can only have a deep experience if you have done it yourself. I finally understand how to make beautiful pages according to my own meaning, group leader Will tell you: "No need here!", "Change this to a sliding screen style", "I think you need to leave a button"... Finally, I put together a perfect code, dismembered and couldn't bear to look directly at it. . The whole is very tired but very happy. I feel that I have grown a lot, and it turns out that I can also take on this big responsibility.
Soon, another project ushered in. The senior said that there were three people including me to do it, and I would still be the front-end part of the coding. Although I still feel the pressure, I am obviously more relaxed. I think I can accomplish this task brilliantly. This time is a small program similar to 58.com. Party A's requirements are quite cumbersome and unreasonable. I feel that I spend every day in meetings and coding. A project that was expected to last for two months was abrupt. After more than four months, it really felt like the body was hollowed out, "Why does Party A always have endless demands?". Sometimes when I encounter a bug that I don’t understand, a card can last for several days, and the deepest feeling is just one word: "Bitter!!!". Although I wanted to give up many times and felt that I might not be able to do it well, in the end I chose to persevere and earned the first pot of gold in my life with my professional knowledge, full of sense of accomplishment.
Later, in a small chat with the senior, he talked about this project again. He told me that it was also the first time he took on an outsourcing project, and he didn't quite understand it. Therefore, the asking price is so low that I asked for xx million with others. I said, "???", "I got so much money. The three of us add up to less than 5% of the total amount. Ten, it's too dark-hearted." Senior: "???? Do you think that there are really only three of you to make, such a project, someone has to design the database, someone has to design the back-end architecture, the design of some top-level things, there must be someone else's. Share remuneration". I instantly had one: the low-level coders are too humble, they must be the most tiring in the project, but the final remuneration may not be as good as the top-level analysts. Yes, in this way I have the idea of wanting to be admitted to graduate school. I want to stand higher. I can't be satisfied with a busy low-level person. I want to have more choices. I want to make myself worth more than just Shown in a pile of code.
After continuous communication with teachers and predecessors, I started my postgraduate exam preparation plan at the end of last year. Now I decide to summarize my study and life every week, hoping that I can stick to it and move towards the college I love. And professional, pursue your dreams. First of all, I must become an excellent graduate student of Xidian University! ! ! !