I wrote a few words before my birthday two years ago, and I saw again that it’s the eve of my birthday in 2020 again. Tomorrow’s birthday, my sister called early in the morning, and I just got off the highway and headed to the parking lot. I went to the lake last night and was woken up by the alarm clock that Xiaobao ordered during the weekend. It was just when I got up. I need some motivation to get up in a cold weather. Wash, cook instant noodles, and wash the pot a bit slower after eating. All the way to a high speed, fortunately there is not too much traffic jam in South China.
In the past two years, as I got older, I felt more and more difficult to work under the fence. Find a direction and do something by yourself.
I changed my house this year, from Baiyun District to Yuexiu District. The decoration is coming to an end, the furniture is being installed and the taste is dissipating, there is still some time before moving in. As a result, I owed the bank one hundred and several hundred thousand, owed more than 200,000 yuan to friends and family members, as well as the rent and daughter's meal care expenses. After this year, next year should be a little easier than this year. I will change jobs next year and hope that my salary will be higher than it is now. Elderly people in the IT industry are struggling, but after all, they are not good enough or hard enough.
This year, I went through the entire process of the computer. M3, ARM7, ARM8 processor manual, V7, V8 instruction set, arm assembly language, data structure, analysis Bootloader, Linux driver model code. After a lap, I found that it didn't add much bargaining chips to the job search. Worry is at this point. What kind of unique skills should I learn based on my own conditions and find a way to survive?
The wife intends to conceive her second child in three months, otherwise she can't force it. One day in October, I got pregnant with my second child once. I went to the hospital for a preliminary check on November 15th, and my pregnancy was low. I went to the hospital for blood sampling once a week. The doctor prescribed medicine, some food, some spanking shots, and one shot a day. The nurse didn't give injections when I was late, so they traveled more than 50 kilometers back and forth during lunch time every day to get the injections. The arrival of a small life is happy, there will be pressure, and there will be happiness. Parents think that we haven't had a meal or been hungry during the hard years, and we have frozen once, and I have to do my best to let our children suffer from cold and starvation. A few days ago, I watched the video of my daughter sitting opposite me eating dumplings. I wanted to shed tears. I was afraid that I would not be able to give her a bite in the future, which would make this child born in our family suffer. The child doesn't dislike us. When he comes to us, he must take good care of her and then love her.
Tomorrow’s birthday, my wife had booked a hotel in Heyuan two months ago to take the elderly and children to activities. Mom and Dad are in Hubei, they are not around on this birthday.
May all relatives and friends be safe and healthy!