I always wanted to buy a lot of things for my family when I grew up, but I was afraid that when I grew up, my family would be old and gone. But what should be faced is still to be faced after all.
When I was young, I could play around with my family carefree, and when I grew up, I could only play jokes with my family and family. When I was young, my family was my playmate, and when I grew up, my family was a sustenance of my own home. When I was young, my family accompany me to grow up. When I grew up, I could only watch my family grow old.
I called my boyfriend at noon today. I heard him speak in a wrong voice, so I asked him if he was sick. He said no, said he had returned home and said his grandma had passed away. My heart trembled suddenly. I wanted to comfort him, but I didn't know how to comfort him, because I knew that no matter how much I comforted him, it wouldn't help. I knew what it was like to lose a loved one. I remembered my grandfather and my grandfather for a moment. Grandpa was better because I left when I was in the first grade. My grandfather left when I was in college and was still in school. I remember very clearly that when I got up that day, I received a call from my mother, saying that he asked me to take time off and go home. When I arrived at home at 5 o'clock in the afternoon, I cried as soon as I walked in and saw the picture of my grandfather. Although my grandfather doesn't kiss me very much, he still has feelings. So I know the feeling of losing a loved one.
At that moment I suddenly understood: birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature. I should be grateful that it is not natural or man-made disasters, but just let the flow go. If it was a natural disaster, I think I would regret it even more.
I will cherish my family even more, because I am afraid that we will be separated before I get along with them when I grow up, so I will only regret it even more.