The unusual year of 2020 is almost coming to an end. I suddenly want to leave something, but I don't know where to start.
Recently, I have revisited my favorite movie "The Flower of the Heart" again. Whenever I have troubles and see Huang Bo in the movie, I can always feel relieved.
And after the first year, I gradually became more and more worried. It's like an idea that just came up, and I was about to take notes, and I forgot the effort of looking for sticky notes; the customer put forward a simple and secure need not to be needed, and it often gets stuck when it is realized; see A beautiful text, I want to remember it in my heart, and forget it in three days...
I have been engaged in SAP-related industries for more than ten years, and I have forgotten my original aspiration when I was young. I want to be a very professional Android developer. For this reason, I desperately wanted to grab the straw and Java at the end of the university. To save lives, just to bet that tone.
It was also a few days ago that I talked about this topic with colleagues and friends who were all classmates—"first love". First love is really the feeling of becoming independent for the first time in my life. The girl and I knew each other and "love" because of some misunderstandings, but because of some "force majeure" factors, we are getting away from each other.
At that time, I suddenly felt that I was growing up and I needed to cheer up and do something, perhaps for that sacred love, so I set my immature eyes on the Android development that was just emerging at that time. You think, in 2009, few people could use Android phones, let alone how unpopular the concept of Android is. For this so-called goal, I ate 4,500 quick cash from the "two olds" and resolutely reported. The training course has since embarked on the broad road that I think has a boundless future.
As the story says, "Happiness and misfortune always follow each other like a shadow", I was in full swing and I was suddenly broken up one day. I thought I was passionate about it, and it was the first time I felt my heartache. The reason was "My family has helped me find a good one." I am ready to go back to a blind date.” My plan was disrupted, and I didn’t even finish the Android courses leading to the “grand career”...
At that time, I felt that my whole life was already gloomy. Once I graduated, I entered a company called "Neusoft". Colleagues and leaders treated me very well, and the company atmosphere was quite good, without the intrigue of the financial circle. There is no family business to make the gun smoke. It was here that I first came into contact with the SAP software, and since then I have abandoned Java, SD? MM? ABAP? Who care!
At the age of marriage, the family will always go on blind dates to find someone. Taking advantage of the 11th holiday, the enthusiastic brother-in-law introduces a girl from a large family, who is beautiful and talented. Well, yes, it is indeed possible to open a new page, but the other side said "I think your sister and wife are good". You said, who should I talk to to reason?
The newcomer’s year in the workplace passed quickly, but it was also very difficult. I tried my best to follow the master to learn to configure IMG, learn to develop ABAP, learn Japanese during the day and English at night. Japanese is used to communicate and read needs, and English is used to read documents and write weekly reports. At the end of the year, everyone was happily talking about the one-year bonus. There were four months, three months, and two months. Who ever wanted the leader to tell me euphemistically, because my actual age is less than one year , This time the bonus is fine, it will definitely be paid next year. After finishing speaking, don’t forget to boast: "You have grown up very fast, like XX, which I brought out. Now you can stand alone. In the development of ABAP, it’s rare in China. For example, I also have the company now. I have a place, don’t you see, I can refuse many things, and you can become like me in the future!” Maybe it was too young, maybe too disappointed, I didn’t listen to it, so I submitted my resignation report the next day , I didn't know how to do it, I returned to my hometown.
On the day when I returned home, I ran into my first love. The villa and car were all bought. The whole thing was like a crude novel idol drama. I drank a cup of KFC coffee together and exchanged casual greetings. That day, when I got home, I cried again.
Later, I went to several companies, some were doing SAP operation and maintenance, some were doing FI, and some were doing ABAP development. Later, I met a few girls, some of them were rich second-generation, some were civil servants, some were tour guides;
Huang Bo has a very interesting line saying "Let me give you a metaphor. Look, this IPad, the sun shines on this side, it is a sunny side, on the contrary, the other side is a shadowy side, but this shadowy side, it is also an IPad. Part of my life.” Indeed, no matter how badly I’ve been before, no matter how hard I’ve been, it’s still a part of my life. With them, it’s more complete.
Zen said, "Spring has hundreds of flowers, autumn has moon, summer has cool breeze and winter has snow; if there is nothing to worry about, it is a good time in the world." In the few years after I finally got here, I "cleaned up" my lifelong events. I am very special. Happiness, she who has a special understanding and tolerance for herself, this is life. When I was approaching forty, I was about to be a father again, and when I thought of it, I was crying. You said, can you not be touched? You have to be a grandfather before you hug your baby. That mood is really complicated.
Indeed, the phone code is too tired, come to a hasty end.
In this era when everyone is developing sideline business, sticking to the original "city" will definitely run out of ammunition, new starting point and new goal, let us work together to encourage each other.
