Today is December 26, 2020, and there are 5 days before 2021.
Seeing that everyone is summing up 2020, I also want to sum it up.
The first thing: resigned.
I left the place where I worked for 2 years, but I was reluctant to leave. After all, the best 2 years were spent in that company, but life is not always smooth. You have to learn to grow and learn to face it.
So after the Chinese New Year in 2020, I left the company in big strides.
The second thing: I got hired.
If it is accidental to leave, then joining a new company is an inevitable one. This year is the most stressful year for work. Almost all of them are spent in overtime. I have been working overtime continuously and overtime constantly. I don't know how many nights I went back after 10:30.
Countless times have given birth to years of wanting to give up, countless times I want to leave, and I have said to myself, why others can, but you can’t, grit your teeth and persevere.
This persistence will take one year.
This year was a different year in working life, and a year of doubting life, but also a year of growth. This year, I started to learn code crazy, read and write code constantly, and finally got something. growing up.
The third thing: learned to swim
I have always wanted to learn how to swim. This year, my wish finally came true. Although I am not proficient in breathing, I can change my breath several times and swim a few meters.
Very happy and mastered another skill. This is probably the only happy thing in 2020.
Fourth thing: failed to let go
I persuaded myself to let go, start again, and face the new life very early, but I still couldn't let go as I wish. I also knew in my heart that it was an abyss, but I still stood by the abyss and stared at it.
It's like only seeing the warmth in the front, but already ignoring the abyss behind.
Just a gentle gust of wind will fall into the abyss.
There are many things in 2020, but they will always pass.
In 2021, I hope to:
restart,
restart,
restart.