What is an ideal?

When I packed up after work today, I saw a hard drive that had not been used for a long time. After powering up, I read this paragraph in the data. It was included in almost every compressed package from 2004 to 2011.
But from 12 years onwards, it has become less and less. In recent years, this comment has not been added. First, the compression software has been changed from winrar to 7zip, and the system has been slowly changed to linux. Farther and farther from the ideal.
I encountered an epidemic this year and spent a few months in my hometown. I feel that the current state does not seem to be what I want. In fact, including the past two years, it seems that I have always had such an idea.
So what exactly do you want?
The dream of a successful manager on TV at the age of ten? Or the dream of introducing Bill Gates' technology to change the world when he was fifteen?
Was it the CTO when I first started working? Or is it a lot of money recently?
It seems to be all, but neither seems to be.
When there is no work, I want to find a job first to support my family.
When I was working, I thought about whether I could do better, and finally found that I worked hard for a long time, and scrapped again and again for many reasons.

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| 为了理想          |
|  要付出代价        |
|   我想我会坚持      |
|    并努力走下去     |
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      ooO Ooo

Interlude
There are several places to choose from at the beginning of this job recently, and finally chose the one with the lowest salary, just because I knew it before.
I have worked hard since I arrived, and I have to work harder than before, because it is a second-tier city (second-tier top 5+), and the recruited people are almost one level in technology, and many things can not be arranged in a short time, only by myself.
From c ++ to php, from mysql to nodejs, to React Native, from back-end to front-end.
The plan is about to get busy, and train the less busy people, and change them backstage. On the contrary, some people were vacated, but at this time another project team had a new head, and it would be more likely to have a relationship with the leader. It would leave all those useful and useless people.
Basically, I am left alone and insist on resisting the entire back end. In fact, does this project really need no one? No, it needs a lot of people.
The problem is coming. I haven't done a very good job for half a year. It's not even as good as the project that these two people are supporting. As a result, I won several awards during the annual meeting, and even the longest overtime award (really funny, invalid overtime is called overtime?).
If you ask why you want someone to say nothing? Because some people did n’t want it at first, but what they wanted was people they did n’t want, and then no one was able to make up the job. The work could not be spread out. Simply give it to anyone, because I think everyone ’s thinking is online ( It ’s not normal to ask who to give it to anyone.) How can I continue the project if no one is there?
During the outbreak of the year after, there will be a lot of new functions on the operation side, and the need is urgent. I really do n’t want to support it like this. I ca n’t support it. I ca n’t think of it. The operation is not clearly described (mainly because many functions are not yet operational Ok), the functional logic from the back end to the front end, the online class of two baby.
I do n’t know what other people think. According to my way of thinking, project A is not important? B relationship is not as good as another project team? Don't want to engage in C project? In the end, when it can't hold on, um, it may all exist, so it won't hold on.
Up to now, 4 or 5 people who have taken over their own work (some problems may not be able to take over), doing some things that I was going to do before, it is really sad to want to come.
Now think about your own problem: let them idle when it's okay. You should do some optional work to occupy the pit, haha.


At the end of the episode, go back to the previous question.
In fact, in combination with what I have seen so far, what I want should be more than food and clothing, that little sense of accomplishment.
What is that sense of accomplishment?
It may have solved a technical problem (in fact, there has not been much improvement in technology in recent years, and has been eating old books, living on reverse and jumping thinking),
or it may have made a lot of money (for example, through a series of forecasting stocks ),
Maybe the project goes live (a large number of users, technical support),
maybe. . . . . .

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Origin www.cnblogs.com/flying_bat/p/12741890.html