Anonymous
Primary and secondary school grades have always been excellent, but they are not terrifying prodigies. Admitted to a good university, but not Tsinghua University. When I came in, I found that the people around me were quite frustrated. After finishing work, I entered a fairly good unit, but it is not an nb enterprise. After turning around for several jobs, he finally wiped out the edge of the school, and became worldly and vicissitudes, beginning to be like a social person. With a fixed income, live in a rented house or company dormitory.
Efforts to raise wages to five or six thousand in three to five years, 80, 000, 30,000, 50,000 at nb point? However, he still has to borrow millions of dollars and buy a house in the so-called first-tier and second-tier cities. Saving money to buy a house, marry a wife and have a child, has a hole in a corner of the reinforced concrete city. A few years later, I bought a Volkswagen Volkswagen that can no longer be Volkswagen. The child also learns from babbling and starts to look like he is sitting at his desk writing homework. Sometimes you often remember what you looked like when you were a child.
It turned out that this is his future. This is how the thirty-year dream is revealed. Maybe you still read Yue Fei's "Thirty Fame Famous Dust and Earth, Eight Thousand Miles of Clouds and Moon" fervently in your heart ...
As before, you will still be online every day. From a PC computer ten years ago to a mobile phone today. You find that you are not the characters of the homepage of a news website. You have no ability to influence an era or even a group of people. You also see the self-deprecation of red dust in your heart, so what can you do?
There are also famous cars and sports cars that I have loved since childhood, and I can only look at them. There is no such a shining stage, the following are cheering followers for you. You once firmly believed that you would become the pillar of the country, and even die for the country in a critical moment, but you can only laugh at yourself and have nowhere to go. At least, you also dreamed of being able to build your hometown, but then you discovered that if you can get your life right, you have already broken your head and become exhausted. You may also laugh at yourself in your heart: "Poverty is good for yourself, Darze. "Jian Ji Tian Xia." It is said that 30 stands, 40 is not confused, your heart has always been dependent on the memory of life, and you have been wondering, thinking: What is the meaning of life? After decades, everyone will eventually return to the loess, why Living so hard and so hard in this world?
At this time, you think of Lao Du again: hardship, bitterness, frost and frost, and the new stop of turbid wine glasses. The voice that crossed the previous year, often haunts your heart. I also thought like Li Bai, I went out to laugh out of the sky, I A generation of Penghao people. But, I really think that I am really a Penghao people. I also wanted to use the sword to go to the world, take a look at the prosperity of the world, think about it for more than ten years, and still go to school to work, honestly. Work to work, spend day after day, in a blink of an eye is ten years. How many decades in life?
You used to think that you would travel the world, seeing more than 30 years ago but haven't gone abroad, even climbed Mount Tai to climb the Great Wall, and never seen the Yellow River. The Yangtze River is what you see every time you go home and cross the bridge during the New Year.
You think there will be a girl who appreciates you will have a vigorous love with you, but the girl is more realistic and vanity than you think. Those letters, tapes, and toys that were carefully preserved when I was a child were originally thrown in a corner, but I could not remember the original intention of the collection. Edison Shakespeare still exists like a fairy tale. Although you have imagined that you will become a great inventor or great writer, your ingenuity will marvel at the world. So every year when the Nobel Prize is announced, you will always be a little inexplicably lost, although you also think how ridiculous this is.
You hear the sound of a broken dream, but you can't pick it up. You are still waiting, but do not know what to wait for. The world has changed us, but it is not us who can change the world ...
These words are very real, and there is a feeling of splitting in the moment when I see it. It seems that chasing is destined to be a dream, dreams and dreams are destined to be empty. Many of us are so ordinary, without great wisdom and courage, without too much action, the ordinary is small and inconspicuous in this sea of people, and once we felt that we were so different, as if we were just for something A big event, some kind of change.
Finally, helplessly found that the biggest thing is survival, and the biggest change is yourself.
Slowly, our confusion is gone, optimism is gone, and slowly we are sober and mournful. In this small and vast world, the small piece of heaven and earth that guards our hearts tightly.
There is no way to pick up the broken thing again. Even if it is picked up, it will not change back to its original appearance. We looked at the fragments of the ground and refracted the brilliance of seven colors. At that moment, something was spinning in our eyes. Not going ...
Those past events, those memories, are destined to become an ordinary and non-ordinary segment with this time.
Then, in this ordinary and narrow world, slowly exhaust the remaining life. This may be life.
On our approaching road, we were overwhelmed by this huge flow of people in a turn, and then it was easy to find no direction in the endless flow of people, so we had to encourage the movement with the trend. Do we still have ourselves at this time?
These pessimistic emotions will make a person fall on his own, and shall I reflect on myself in this fall? Or, no longer think about it, let the current drown with this trend, let it flow with my purposelessness?
I am a small person, and this is a foregone conclusion. In fact, I understood clearly and vaguely the complexity of this world long ago. I do n’t expect any miracles. I think it ’s good. At least I ’m alive, admitting my ordinary life, loving my ordinary life. I have n’t given up my dreams.
I do n’t want the favor of the god of luck, I do n’t believe that I will get something for nothing, I am slowly pursuing the truth I want, and step by step I am fulfilling my promise. I know that sooner or later I will succeed, success in my own sense.
More and more I feel that it is difficult for the outside world to define me, and it is difficult to give me an accurate answer, so I turned my doubts and explorations to myself. In this search, look for a commonality.
Little people, it's no big deal. Ordinary people are not willing to fall, don't give up on themselves, or stop moving forward and keep watching because they are too tired to chase.
People's psychology is very strange. When someone says something dangerous, he will observe it for a while before deciding whether to go or not. Some people will not understand it after observing their entire life. They will realize it only after someone has finished walking. Then teach your child that the road can go, and can go quickly. When the child arrives, he finds that the small road is full of people. Everyone knows that it is not dangerous.
Each of us should find our own way, relying on guidance, thinking, and opportunity. To succeed, you need to try, and there will be unknown dangers in trying, which scares the timid and hesitant, and the rest are the warriors. A small person can also become a warrior. The key is whether you dare to face your unknown fears and dare to run on your dream path.
Can you be brave, don't be afraid to make mistakes? Why do we strive to be role models? Why pretend to be a good look and refuse to live alive? Not to say bitter, not to say pain, not to say tired, not to say tired does not mean that you are mature and stable, you can only say that you have no one you can trust, which is sad.
Don't you find that many of the things we are used to are wrong, but we are still convinced that we are performing undoubtedly, we never think about right or wrong, and never think that the public is wrong. In this kind of public mind, we dare not make mistakes, because the eyes of the public are enough to kill people.
In this way, we follow a group of small people, do small people's things, take the road of small people, listen to the words of small people, and can't turn out of the circle of small people.
Therefore, the small person can only live as a big person in his imagination.
He didn't know that the big guys were the little guys who didn't give up their dreams, and the little guys who still stood after all the trials. When he gave up his dream and turned into a stream of people, he wondered if he would regret the mistakes he had made. Although everything is your own decision and everything cannot be turned back, would you still have such a heavy sigh if you think about it at that time?
Stop lamenting destiny. Instead of spending time studying destiny, it is better to spend time sorting out yourself and sorting out this little person to see what he needs, what he holds, what he insists on, what he believes in ...
Because it is a small person, it is the darkness before the cicada sloughs, so I have to try my best to climb to a high place and a safe place. Fortunately, when the light comes, I see hope, see the sun, see the wings ...
Ordinary world, ordinary humans, ordinary you and me. A dust in the universe, maybe it is the Milky Way, a dust in the Milky Way, it is the solar system, the blue planet in the solar system, it must be exactly that distance, that The quality, the speed, created the atmosphere and the life ecosystem of the earth. Then, it will evolve in this ecosystem for hundreds of millions of years ...
"Did you think you were destined to be an ordinary person?"
"The agricultural revolution allowed people to create crowded cities, powerful empires, and then humans began to imagine stories about great gods, motherland, and limited companies. Although human genetic evolution is still as slow as snails, human imagination But it is a fast-speed Mercedes-Benz, which has established an unprecedented large-scale cooperative network on the earth.
This "order constructed by imagination" is not human nature and instinct. "Cooperation" sounds very selfless, but it is not always voluntary and rarely fair. Most human cooperation networks eventually became oppressive and exploitative.
Both the Hammurabi Code and the Declaration of Independence claim that they are talking about universal and eternal principles of fairness and justice. Although the Hammurabi Code is full of classes, the Declaration of Independence declares that everyone is equal. In fact, they are all wrong. Whether it is King Hammurabi or the founding fathers of the United States, they all have an imaginary reality in their hearts. Imagine that the world has universal and eternal principles of justice (such as equality or class) The principle of change only exists in the rich imagination of human beings, and only in the fictional stories we create and tell each other. These principles have never been objectively correct.
You may think that if everyone finds that human rights are just imagination, wouldn't society collapse? Voltaire once said: "There is no god in the world, but don't tell my servant, lest he secretly kill me in the middle of the night."
Humans have no inherent rights, just like spiders, hyenas and chimpanzees. The order in nature exists objectively, even if humans no longer believe that there is gravity in the world, gravity will not disappear.
On the contrary, the order constructed by imagination is always at risk of collapse overnight, because these orders rely on fictional stories. As long as people no longer believe, everything will change.
How can people be convinced of these orders?
First, the external statements must absolutely insist that they are true and not fictitious. It should always be emphasized that this order of maintaining social stability is an objective fact created by the great gods or natural laws.
Second, the same set of principles must be thoroughly implemented in education. From the moment a person is born, it is necessary to constantly remind them of this set of imaginatively constructed order, to incorporate this set of principles in everything, whether it is fairy tales, dramas, paintings, songs, etiquette, political propaganda, architecture, recipes or fashion.
If there is some kind of supernatural power, let one of the people's desires escape from this order constructed by imagination, but it is still only one person-the order constructed by imagination is not a personal subjective imagination, but exists in tens of millions In the common imagination of people. If you want to change these orders, you have to change the ideas of billions of people at the same time, which may require another fictional story.
These imagined orders are neither neutral nor fair. They always divide people into categories that do not actually exist, and rank them up and down. The upper class enjoy various powers and privileges, while the lower class only have discrimination and oppression. Whether it is a free man / slave, a white man / black man, a rich man / poor man, (in a non-biological sense), the man / woman is just constructed by a fictional imagination. Time and time again, the way humans want to order society is to divide members into imaginary classes to make certain people superior in law, politics, or society, thereby regulating the relationship of millions of people.
Any meaning we give to life is just an illusion. Whether it is the detached meaning of life in the Middle Ages, or modern humanism, nationalism and capitalism, they are essentially the same, no difference.
History is no justice. We believe in a certain order, not because it is an objective reality, but because we believe that it can make people improve the efficiency of cooperation and build a better society. But this order constructed by imagination is by no means an evil conspiracy or useless talk, but the only life-saving elixir that enables large groups of humans to cooperate. "
